#the pain I was preparing for
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blue pink blossom days
#sleep token#sleep token fanart#vessel#sleep token vessel#vessel sleep token#six peepers and sharp teefies :::)#i did the sketch of this weeks ago but couldn't sleep so i finished it#im trying to recover from damocles by drawing#it just kinda destroyed me#they said prepare#but they meant prepare SOME FUCKING TISSUES#vessel and st gave so much to me#things others cruelly ripped away before#gave back my love for music#my love for making art#anxiety is a real bitch and damocles just resonates with me on such a deep level#i admire vessel for even though his pain and fears he still decides to make his art and share it with the world#i admire him for his bavery to be vulnerable like this#and i hope despite everyhing he and the number men can be happy <33#(also as a sidenote ii fucking ripped as always)#illustration#digital art#artists on tumblr
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Old Wounds Reopened[flood]: Kyoshi Warrior Sokka | Blue Spirit
Zukka Week Day 3 (id in alt)
+some close-ups bc I love them so


other things from ZW2024: Day 5 | Day 6 | Day 7
#zukkaweek2024#zukka#sokka#zuko#[id] in alt#love some kyoshi warrior x blue spirit stuff#but make it the homoerrotic tension of trying to kill each other#really went back to my roots (dai tarot cards) for these ones tho#escart#relatively conceptual#sub-theme for the week is touch#for me#icon for you and the homoerrotic-homie with the closeup#also incredibly proud of myself for fucking getting this done#bc i had vague plans for other things that may or may not be finished in time#looking at day 5 in slight pain about things that could have been#and i had at one point corrupted the files for these#prepare to be sick of seeing this one tho because I love it so much
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Really I think nothing shouts "my first Presidential election as a politically active person was 2016" more than the fact that when I feel hope and excitement for the future (possible President Harris) for more than five minutes I immediately get a crushing, all-consuming anxiety of "feeling this positive emotion now is going to make it so much worse when the worst thing possible happens" to the extent that I'll probably need my break-glass-in-case-of-emergency anxiety medication.
#politics#us politics#kamala harris#donald trump#2016 election#2024 elections#personal post#I can't feel any hope about politics without my brain reflexively shutting it down in case things get too nice before the fall#I know Harris has flaws#But I just like her--she's more progressive and feels joy and isn't shy about hating Trump#But then my brain is like “do not get attached or The Pain will be worse later”#This happened in 2020 too---I couldn't believe it when we won I was so busy preparing for the worst#harris for president#democrats#vote democrat#seriously vote democrat#If you are following me or reading my fic and capable of voting in the US election and are not voting Democrat please feel free to fuck off#You're the reason Trump won in 2016 and if you prove my anxiety brain right I hope all your food comes out burnt for the rest of your life#good thing I have therapy tomorrow
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Jason after a certain incident
@bonerot19 enjoy :)
Poll is in the weblogs (why did my spellcheck change it to that???) Ahem REBLOGS to decide what comfort to give him, so far the cat distribution system is winning
Edit: the cat distribution system won! stay tuned for whenever I finish that
#Now that I'm looking at it I'm seeing everything wrong with this drawing#So I need to post it right now before I try to fix it into oblivion#Anyway#I don't feel like I nailed the emotions in this one so prepare for more drawings of Jason suffering#Soapysudz art#As I chase the high of getting emotions onto the....screen? Since its digital art ig you could say that#soaps art#jason todd fanart#Batarang incident#To me patching yourself up is such a lonely and painful thing#The pain being caused by your dad choosing to throw a knife at your neck to save your murderer must be so much worse on top of that
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Just yeeted two of my wisdom teeth out and ohhhhb my god I get why people hate going to the dentist now
#HORRIBLE. 0/10 EXPERIENCE#ok maybe like 3/10 actually. bc I didn't feel any pain obvs#but the pressure on my mouth?? the feeling of someone wringing and pulling your tooth out??? CHRIST.#mouth full of blood now. bitter as fuck 😔#when the dentist said it was all done and I was about to get up I looked down at my sleeve#and I'm pretty sure I saw a little piece of my gums there. there was blood so I'm like 90% sure that's what it was#must've accidentally been yanked out bc one of my wisdom teeth had grown in a tricky position#but anyway that was freaky. 🫠#the noise of my teeth being pulled out was terrifying too. christ why do my bones have to make that noise#I kept them both tho 😌 I'm gonna clean them up later and maybe put them in a cute glass bottle or something idk#but let me tell you. I was not prepared for how HUGE those things are#teeth are truly big in there aren't they. all tucked in. hiding more than half their size#crazy. but they're gonna look so cute once I get them cleaned up I just know it#will post tooth pics later 🤨#sleep.txt
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how it started


how it ended
#i was not prepared for this chapter. i’m in so much pain 💔#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#bsd manga spoilers#bsd manga#bsd spoilers#bsd odasaku#oda sakunosuke#the day i picked up dazai#bsd tdipud#bsd 122#bsd 122 spoilers
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Look. Look look look.
I was saddened by Percy's death, obviously, but it didn't hit me overly hard because I was expecting it the entire time I was watching E7. Damn episode is literally called Cloak and Dagger and had all the telltale signs of an impending character death (looking at you, score-less scenes and death-flag dialogue)
But KASHAW? Fucking KASH? They killed HIM off? That was the scene that brought me to tears. What the FUCK do you MEAN the loveable asshole is DEAD? That he got SQUASHED like a BUG by Thordak and joined the Matron's side?
He and Zahra were supposed to have a lovely cameo each season where we got to see their relationship progressing alongside the others! They were meant to end the show happy and healthy, joking with Vex and Vax about how twins run in Zahra's family!
I kinda desperately want Kash to be given a resurrection. Let Vox Machina repay him for his help in bringing Vex back last season! Let Zahra and him build their family together! Let me know some peace!
#yet that is not how stakes in an animated show like this works#percy coming back is already pretty significant and considering their deaths happened within episodes of each other#the ONLY way i could see it working is if they did a double-resurrection (think zahra appealing to vex as a fellow heartbroken lover)#critical role#critical role spoilers#tlovm spoilers#tlovm#tlovm s3#the legend of vox machina#kashaw vesh#zahra hydris#god i am actually so destroyed by what happened to kash#percy's death? expected. prepared for. painful but necessary for the larger picture.#kashaw's death? unexpected. unprepared for. COULD HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO FUCKING SYLDOR INSTEAD#to be clear this is not me hating on the show - i am just deeply emotional about such a sudden character death
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MK6 you say??????
#i am freaking the fuck out ahhhhhhhhhhhh#SO EXCITED 🤩🤩#and new music means new tour and new tour means getting to experience the magic of miles kane live again and oh my god#i am losing my mind#i wasn’t even a little bit prepared for this so soon#he truly is feeding us 🥹#also i recently deleted instagram because it wasn’t bringing me joy and i was tired of doomscrolling#which has been super nice#but it meant i had no idea this happened until my old flatmate texted me mentioned it#and i promptly dropped everything (for real. both my notebooks and my little oat snack bar cascaded to the ground) and freaked the fuck out#please send me dms/asks if there are any important updates like this again i am so scared of missing out just because i’m not on insta lol#god. SO excited to hear what the new era sounds like 😍😍#i just know it’s going to be magic 💫#also i’ve been having such a rubbish few days with chronic pain stuff and i can’t even begin to express how much this has cheered me up 🥹#miles kane#💖💖💖#mk6#lulu posts
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induced to me by my contemporary art exam AND a rewatch of rebels after years that. got me into sabezra unexpectedly AND i updated krita and there were many new brushes i wanted to try
refs (IF U CAN PLS HELP ME FIND THE ORIGINAL COSPLAYERS i can't find anything EDIT: found them!! they're starwars_irl on insta and @rebelartistwren / lionesscosplay on insta. thank you guys <3) and ✨colored version✨ under the cut
i can't find themmmmm I've been looking for 2 days but all i found were uncredited reposts

anyway they look amazing
i really wanted to try greyscaling but I'm not sure it looks good. idk. + while i was making it i was listening to i love you by fontaines d.c. (GREAT SONG FROM A GREAT UNDERRATED BAND) and. the grey fit into that mood much better
also two versions without the sketch lines. where ezra looks happier even if they're uglier
#i didn't expect to like them as a ship ngl. but there are some moments that recall kanera (AND I LOVE THEM) especially if you've read#a new dawn. and IDK COOL!! probably i didn't ship them from the start because. in s1-s2 they're just kids and everytime i reach s3 i keep#brainrotting on thrawn <3 and kallus <3 and zeb <3 idk i kinda forgot about them and all the scenes they were in LMAO#ALSO. i love you is truly a wonderful song wtf?? it's not something I'd associate to sabezra BUT probably after having listened to it for a#month. and having drawn this in the meantime. i found some connections. the fact that the songs alternated between that melodic part#that talks about love to the other verses about (very generally) society. just felt like how their relationship would go. rapidly switching#between the fast paced fights for the rebellion to the calm of the preparation they require that can allow them for some tenderness. ALSO#ezra is so much “if there was sunshine it was never on me / so close the rain; so pronounced is the pain”#and sabine is pretty much “you only open the window; never open up the door” sometimes. especially before her darksaber arc#btw i know this song is about ireland and their relationship with theid country BUT it just prompted me to their grey figures#and colorful background. also. there's something about klimt making some of the most tender representations of love ever imo BUT keep#choosing to represent rather dark iconographies whenever he's asked to do something (I'm thinking about the medicine panels for the uni)#like. there is a similar contrast in there as well. also i like that. ursa had a portrait of herself in her home that referenced klimt#like. it's ursa in her prime; in a literal golden age. i can imagine sabine associating a good moment - one of her bests - to such an#expressive decoration. and maybe stripping colors away when that moment is gone and all that remains is the memory and feeling#OKAY WHY DID I TALK SO MUCH i must've put more thought on this that i previously thought. crazy#it started as a fun experiment to try krita's oil brushes. *in david byrne's voice* how did i get here?#star wars#sw#star wars rebels#star wars fanart#star wars rebels fanart#ezra bridger#sabine wren#ezrabine#sabezra#sabine wren fanart#ezra bridger fanart#sw fanart#g posting
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heartless
trying to cope with the chapter 1081 // episode 1115
#lawlu#lulaw#one piece chapter 1081#one piece episode 1115#one piece fanart#one piece spoilers#op fanart#trafalgar law#monkey d. luffy#amerain#my art#sensei... im begging you let law be happy 😭#i thought i was prepared after reading the manga#boy was i wrong#watching the episode was just as hard i'm in pain
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it's something like he'd throw you his flask to take a swig from and watch you drinkin from it while he leant against the door frame and when he- you- finally got called back on again he'd take a sip from it too real slow like- like it weren't the whiskey what he were tryna savour or- or- maybe something like
Also, bonus:
#Oda if you prepare something even more PAINFUL than this for ZoLu......#One Piece#Gol D. Roger#Rayleigh#Silvers Rayleigh#Gol D Roger#Gold Roger#I too would not be able to act normal for my first mate#I TOO would not be able to act normal for MY CAPTAIN#SIGH. it's all about circle and captains and their first mates for pirates#Kozuki Oden#Wano Arc#Wano Kuni#Wano spoilers
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Meanwhile, at Venigni Works (a direct sequel from this comic)
#Lies of P#lop#neowiz#round8#pinocchio#red fox#black cat#lop fox#lop cat#fanart#comics#comic#in the loving memory of pre-nerf shovel guy — it isn't dead yet but it so could be#ok im kiddin i actually find fun to fight against it but i tots feel the pain of first timers#fun fact i headcanon cat having a stupid crush on p after p being the first time to be nice to him and fox#i like the one-side vibe of it tbh so prepare for my repetition jokes around that fghjk
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#smrsrhrn iii Dont. know#i wanna comic i wanna comic AAAAAAAAHHHGGH no MOTIVATION cries sobs throws up#i ;lsd kne nkejhe kst hteoi wmuut;stsal lrr rww#so many things prepared in headspace but No. working haddnd... ..... kkhhhHHHhl;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;#endless pain and torture . if i Cannot Function.KINITO SCSNNOT KFUNCTION EITJERR./j#kinitopet art#kinito my beloved#kinito the axolotl#kinito fanart#kinitopet#birdyfy art#kinitopet my beloved#kinitopet fanart
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Hooray!!! we’re an hour into weird girl wednezday!!!



it goes without saying, but always remember that
SHE (michael, newborn and regular)
is weird.
a weird girl…
#the monkees#mike nesmith#michael nesmith#weird girl wednezday#great week for newborn mike… my god… he’s so small… and so? ears? you can see them because he has no hair. none at all.#i made newborn mike my phone home screen so i can see him every day#my leg feels better that’s good i like couldn’t walk last week but we’ve moved past that i guess and now it’s weird girl wednezday again!!!!#i’m so happy !!!#people are reading neftoon zamora. i got like everything i need to get for my classes done. im preparing for work this summer. things are#pretty golden and i’m getting through the tricky stuff. well pull through friends#okay rant over. it’s 1:18 am. i’ve got class at 8:20 in the morning and i’ve gotta walk through the snow but at least i won’t be in pain#anymore. peace and love ✌️
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Squirmles as an interrogation method (but wholesome)
Oh buddy
Once EDEN allowed other institutions access to squirmles, their potential was instantly recognized...
Let's say you have a low-risk criminal or hostage, but you've been instructed NOT to harm them at all. Solution? Dumping a whole jar of squirmles down their back >:)
It may seem silly or unorthodox, but the success rate is surprisingly high! Turns out being tied to a chair with a whole swarm of tickly critters in your clothes is unbearable.
Luckily, the squirmles love it >:) they are monsters after all...some evil tickling is their favorite.
#squirmles#truly they are lil creatures they love feasting on victims mwahahaha#squirmle interrogation is highly effective#some have used them directly for torture as well (fun torture ofc)#ofc they can be used for cute and wholesome interrogation too pffft#lots of criminals or agents are prepared to manage pain...but tickling?#extreme tickling?? not so much#lots of em fold real quick#ask#anon#I wanna write a fic or something for this tbh I love when tickles are EVIL#cute is always peak but tickle torture....bark it scratches the itch
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okay but like is there a fic that is more tragic then remus' canon? because like I think it's pretty damn hard to beat growing up alone because you were bitten when you were five and are afraid of hurting anyone, going to school during the start of a war, being thrown straight into fighting with your best friends as newly graduated teenagers, losing trust in eachother and coming home more and more tired, 'three' of your best friends dying all in one day and your boyfriend being the traitor who gets sent to askaban, having to survive alone for the next twelve years and endure the moons alone for the first time as a child because your pack is dead, becoming a teacher at the same school you grew up in and having to endure the ghosts of your past while trying to make a better future, having your deads best friends son be in your class who you saw on the day they were born but haven't seen since James and Lily's death, finding out that your traitorous ex boyfriend has escaped from prison and is near the school, finding out that one of your old best friends is still alive and that your ex boyfriend was never the traitor, reuniting with your ex boyfriend and feeling sixteen again, being thrown from the only job you have ever loved because you've been exposed as a werewolf, fighting in the second war with your boyfriend only to have him die a mear two years after you finally got him back, picking up the pieces and trying to find love again, marrying the cousin of your former boyfriend, having a child with her and then dying in the final battle of a war you've been fighting your whole life and being unable to see your son growing up.
#fanfiction#remus lupin#harry potter#marauders#sirius black#wolfstar#prisoner of azkaban#canon hp universe#all the young dudes#atyd#teddy lupin#james potter#lily evans#peter pettigrew#voldemort#first wizarding war#second wizarding war#im in so much pain#fuck#please help#i need emergency emotional assistance#iobe remus so much why did canon have to do him so dirty#not to mention he was always told that werewolves have the shortest lifespan so he was prepared to die first only to outlive all of them#i need a reunion in heaven#wait what if i just reinvented canon for my own means#james and lily never died i dont know ehat you're talking about
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